Seriously, everything was going fine, I felt confident for the first time this whole pregnancy. And last night I go home and (TMI) brown mucus discharge.... Like, phlegmy almost. I have also had a lot of phlegm so maybe I'm sick. But I'm like... seriously?! Bloody discharge. After everything was fine. AND I didn't feel pregnant yesterday.
So now I'm like, is the baby dead?
OMG the anxiety is insane. I wish I could just calm my self down, but it builds and builds and builds. I feel like I'm constantly bleeding. I JUST WANT TO BE OKAY!
Sigh. Anyways, no spotting today, so praying it's just because I overdid it on Monday. Every time we do too much in one day I spot. So I'm praying that it's all okay, and I'm going to put myself back on modified bedrest.
I also quit taking baby aspirin when we went on the trip because I didn't want thin blood overseas. I haven't started it again since we are so close to the second trimester, but now I'm wondering if I should once this spotting crap stops.
I just can't wait for Feb. 10th and our 12 week scan to see what is happening and find out if everything is okay.
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Anyways, I will keep you posted. Going to keep drinking apple cider vinegar in case there is a cyst or polyp or fibroid in there causing spotting.
-Emily
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